So I've been talking to my lovable online friend about this state of depression that persisted and practically made my life very shitty.He said I have emotional block.With that,he also helped me getting back my resolve to get through this shit.(gah,I'd hug you to death for this <3)
While taking a shower I realized I've been feeling like this since around the school start,altough it wasn't as serious as now.Mostly because of family problems and stress.I guess everyone has to get through a shitty period of life at one point.All I have to do right now is go back to what I used to be before the depression started.I realized time ain't going to heal this if I just stay and do nothing.True,time may heal wounds,but sometimes it's unwise to let time do everything.It can be too late.
For the sake of my life and my health,I decided to have a talk with my parents about this and get some advices from them too.
I will update this to let you guys know how I am doing(recovering).Getting back my resolve and usual attitude is really something after all this.I am thankfull to everyone who had helped me get through it all.

What can I say more...I will get back to work on my arts as soon as I get into normal more.I missed my true feelings so much.Until the next update,hell yeah!I can use journal skins for a while now! Ichigo skin wahhhh joy!!!;wanted a Rukia skin more but who cares?
I love dA so much!HA!

~Ichi










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